Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Reason

April 29, 2009



CJCS is not really meant to be "mine". God chose CJCS to be the instrument of my own realization: the key why I feel these beautiful painful emotions. CJCS is one in a lifetime, a perfect example of forever; a strong, brilliant and great person.

Sometimes, what you want is not the thing you will receive. CJCS is perfect. But then again, what will I get if I have my perfection? Will I be happy? I realized, what we need is a person who is not perfect, but the one who will make us feel real joy, feel in love and be loved in return. Someone who manages to bring the best in both of you, who will hold your hand on moments of trouble, who is proud to say "I love you forever", brave enough to introduce you to his/her friends/family, and someone who is ready to be with you wherever fate takes you. I long to hear from somebody who will tell me that you are my heaven and earth.

Perfection is nothing when your heart is not with the "right" person at a "right" time. We do not need a flawless guy/girl to complete or complement us but somebody who accepts you for who you are. Then, everything seems perfect.

As what Brida’s father said, "Nothing is ever completely wrong in this world. Even a stopped clock is right twice a day." I shall admit I committed a very big mistake, faced the cruelest repercussions; I became selfish. But after all, I feel blessed that He made me realize my mistakes. I feel blessed that God healed my wounded heart.

His Eastern Haven

5 comments:

  1. As what Brida’s father said, "Nothing is ever completely wrong in this world. Even a stopped clock is right twice a day."

    I "heart" this. this is true

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  2. Me too Raecen..
    Galing talaga ni Paulo Coelho..
    maybe this is one of the most perfect examples of pessimism.
    We always think that clocks will not work without batteries, but we never though that it is still right twice a day though it stops ticking.

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  3. yup, You just have to wait though, para maging tama yung oras.. you have to be patient for it to be right.

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  4. Indeed Raecen.

    Kaya ikaw, you wait to. Though it hurts.

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  5. ahaha yes, patient naman akong tao, I'm always willing to wait. hahaha and when everthing seems illogical.. waiting na ang pinaka logical na pwedeng gawin XD

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